Question from Lost and confused

Mom died 9/7 & family has fallen apart. Mom was the only one who kept me feeling safe. 55 years old #metoo Afraid of the world, alone, broke. Rejected by my own daughter. My g-son 7th bday today. She didn’t even call him. Families give up on each other with stress of mental & physical illness. Feel like giving up. Must dig deep. Ty 4 safe place 💕