Rosie: On December 11, 2012 it will be 2 years since my LAD was 100% blocked and I was rescucitated 4x. I too felt ALL the symptoms and did nothing. You asked why you’re still here. The answer, “to spread the word”. Cancer groups are overabundant but Heart groups are not. When a NY group will be hosted by you I’d be honored to be a part of it.