as u wish

well here we r
once again
u reach out
publicly of course

see me
feel me
touch me
heal me

charged with crimes
malice and misdeeds
menacing madness
u somehow survived

u didnt get ur way
so again – u walked out
with no longing backward glance
u lobbed another grenade

always a parting gift

now u resurface
after months of nothing
selling stories
of how bad it was for u

for you

doing the same thing
over n over
expecting different results
that’s insanity

life is hard child
choices have consequences
u think i suck
got it – its on the record

u want nothing to do with me
ok – done
but when low on cash –
or rage envelops u

what will u do
with no tabloids to call
no one to blame
but u

but u

perhaps chelsea ur right
in every way i failed u
u r not ill after all
define urself

as u wish

dear louise

chelsea is mentally ill
has been in and out of hospitals most of her life
born addicted to heroin –
she has had a tough road

as for her comments –
i assume u r paying her –
which is why she is selling these tales to you
unfounded – untrue – and desperate

do what you like louise –
as this is the job u have

but know
she is very sick
she is not capable of truth or reason

she has not been in touch with anyone
since her husband tried to extort 9000 dollars from this family
the day after the lesion in her frontal lobe was detected

she then did an inside edition interview for money
and disappeared

and now has a story for u

as a mother – my request is that u not pay her
and leave her alone
as her self hatred grows
after each sold lie

it is comforting to know
she is still alive

so thank you for that part

if u use any of this e mail in ur story
i request it is in its entirety


louise at the daily mail has written

We have been contacted by your client Rosie O’Donnell’s daughter Chelsea and her husband, Nicholas Alliegro.

Chelsea claims that in May 2015, Ms O’Donnell locked her in her bedroom and threatened to kill her. She also claims that Ms O’Donnell had been drinking, chased her with an empty wine bottle and pulled off her clothes to see her tattoo.
Chelsea alleges that Ms O’Donnell hit her when she was locked in a room at her boarding school in Utah when she was 13 years old. Mr Alliegro also claims that Ms O’Donnell told him she had done this during a phone conversation.

Chelsea claims that Ms O’Donnell hit her older brother, Parker, with a dictionary when he was a teenager.

Chelsea claims that Ms O’Donnell lied to the police and the public in August 2015 when she claimed that her daughter had run away from home and was missing. She said that Ms O’Donnell kicked her out and knew where she was staying in New Jersey.

The couple also claim that when Chelsea suffered a miscarriage, Ms O’Donnell did not come to visit Chelsea in hospital or offer them support – instead she had her daughter’s car taken away.

Mr Alliegro claims that Ms O’Donnell offered to pay for his apartment for a year if he broke up with Ms O’Donnell – an offer which he turned down.

The couple also claim that Ms O’Donnell would only pay for medical treatment, following her daughter’s diagnosis with a brain lesion, if the couple agreed to get a divorce.

They also claim that Ms O’Donnell is dating Dana Schiff.

A response would be greatly appreciated.

Many thanks,

Louise Boyle
Senior Reporter
Daily Mail Online|51 Astor Place, 9th floor, New York NY 10003

Email: [email protected]


I met a friend of spirit *
He drank and womanized ^
And I sat before his sanity
I was holding back from crying
He saw my complications
And he mirrored me back simplified
And we laughed how our perfection
Would always be denied
“Heart and humor and humility”
He said “Will lighten up your heavy load”
I left him for the refuge of the roads

I fell in with some drifters
Cast upon a beachtown
Winn Dixie cold cuts and highway hand me downs
And I wound up fixing dinner
For them and Boston Jim
I well up with affection
Thinking back down the roads to then
The nets were overflowing
In the Gulf of Mexico
They were overflowing in the refuge of the roads

There was spring along the ditches
There were good times in the cities
Oh radiant happiness
It was all so light and easy
Till I started analyzing
And I brought on my old ways
A thunderhead of judgment was
Gathering in my gaze
And it made most people nervous
They just didn’t want to know
What I was seeing in the refuge of the roads

I pulled off into a forest
Crickets clicking in the ferns
Like a wheel of fortune
I heard my fate turn turn turn
And I went running down a white sand road
I was running like a white-assed deer
Running to lose the blues
To the innocence in here
These are the clouds of Michelangelo
Muscular with gods and sungold
Shine on your witness in the refuge of the roads

In a highway service station
Over the month of June
Was a photograph of the earth
Taken coming back from the moon
And you couldn’t see a city
On that marbled bowling ball
Or a forest or a highway
Or me here least of all
You couldn’t see these cold water restrooms
Or this baggage overload
Westbound and rolling taking refuge in the roads


thank you lane

I don’t know – it’s hard for me to see any U.S. ties to Russia…
except for the Flynn thing
and the Manafort thing
and the Tillerson thing
and the Sessions thing
and the Kushner thing
and the Carter Page thing
and the Roger Stone thing
and the Felix Sater thing
and the Boris Ephsteyn thing
and the Rosneft thing
and the Gazprom thing
and the Sergey Gorkov banker thing
and the Azerbajain thing
and the “I love Putin” thing
and the Donald Trump, Jr. thing
and the Sergey Kislyak thing
and the Russian Affiliated Interests thing
and the Russian Business Interests thing
and the Emoluments Clause thing
and the Alex Schnaider thing
and the hack of the DNC thing
and the Guccifer 2.0 thing
and the Mike Pence “I don’t know anything” thing
and the Russians mysteriously dying thing
and Trump’s public request to Russia to hack Hillary’s email thing
and the Trump house sale for $100 million at the bottom of the housing bust to the Russian fertilizer king thing
and the Russian fertilizer king’s plane showing up in Concord, NC during Trump rally campaign thing
and the Nunes sudden flight to the White House in the night thing
and the Nunes personal investments in the Russian winery thing
and the Cyprus bank thing
and Trump not releasing his tax returns thing
and the Republican Party’s rejection of an amendment to require Trump to show his taxes thing
and the election hacking thing
and the GOP platform change to the Ukraine thing
and the Steele Dossier thing
and the Leninist Bannon thing
and the Sally Yates can’t testify thing
and the intelligence community’s investigative reports thing
and Trump’s reassurance that the Russian connection is all “fake news” thing
and Spicer’s Russian Dressing “nothing’s wrong” thing
so there’s probably nothing there
since the swamp has been drained, these people would never lie probably why Nunes cancels the investigation meetings
all of this must be normal just a bunch of separate dots with no connection.

—Lane Crothers