Question from johanna

2 go 2 the gyno I have 2 take a scary dose of vallium& mix it with a lethal amount of wine. years at a time, I can’t go at all. Can’t take care of myself because it brings too much up. It’s literally easier to have the parts surgically removed while under anesthetic then expose my body 2 a stranger. That’s what abuse does…it immobilizes us.