Thought funk lifted, came back strong Moms day. Anxiety all-time high. Hate Xanax feeling. Harlequin: no side effects: Munchies, paranoia, sleepiness. Where do I get harlequin? From my PCP? Is it expensive? Don’t understand why know? My mind keeps going back in time, beatings, molestation, attempted rape, murder, victim of a shooting, 9/11.