as u wish

well here we r
once again
u reach out
publicly of course

see me
feel me
touch me
heal me

charged with crimes
malice and misdeeds
menacing madness
u somehow survived

u didnt get ur way
so again – u walked out
with no longing backward glance
u lobbed another grenade

BOOM
A CLAP OF THUNDER
always a parting gift
U NEVER LOVED ME!

now u resurface
after months of nothing
selling stories
of how bad it was for u

for you

doing the same thing
over n over
expecting different results
that’s insanity

life is hard child
choices have consequences
u think i suck
got it – its on the record

u want nothing to do with me
ok – done
but when low on cash –
or rage envelops u

what will u do
with no tabloids to call
no one to blame
but u

but u

perhaps chelsea ur right
in every way i failed u
u r not ill after all
define urself

as u wish