nell carter was unhappy
season 8 of gimme a break
my first tv gig
i was 24

careful of her honneeeyyy - he said
with a million dollar smile
make up artists
always the most handsome

he took me to rodeo drive
2 get a green sequined evening gown
for the cable ace awards
my first nomination since homecoming queen

we lived together
there with bo in and out
he cut timmys hair
in hollywood

when parker was born
he had been sick for over a decade
anthony was gone
he held on

this boy has ur name
one john had chosen
jaren - like karen - with a j
his invention

he modeled for halston
vacationed with zsa zsa
had friends as family
like me

jaren millard
off u went
somehow now at peace
i know

the sadness comes

hoonnnneeeeyyyyyyyyyyy
shake it off
hes saying from above
laughing